Having received a number of messages about my past and seeming unwillingness to discuss it.
Having received a number of messages about my past and seeming unwillingness to discuss it. I must be honest with you. My intention is not to conceal information, but to avoid giving out wrong information. The fact is that I am not quite sure what my past is. It is my believe that I was under attack. I know not whether it was Shaper or N'zeer or something else. I only know that synapses were scrambled. I confuse real events with events I imagined. It is as if I have several conflicting 'saves' in my brain of events, but they are accessed randomly. I don't know whether the memories are real or things I had imagined. No exactly delusions, but think of it this way. You are preparing for an important event. You imagine different things that might happen. Those imaginings are embedded just like real memories. Your brain, when not hacked, remembers real from not real, though many believe that our brains tend to insert 'narrative' over random events. This is pr
